The Journey

I just love the way...she laughs while nodding her head..it takes alot of effort..but she did it anyways..and I love the ways..she looks into my eye..like a tigeress, very feary and strong..and she laughs at all my jokes despite I know it's not funny..and she messes up her hair when I was looking at her...and she distract a conversation with me and another lady...by talking to that other lady..she grabs my hand when I purposely let go of it...she look at my photos and asked me "why is there girls in that picture"...she never rejects those short dinner meet ups despite she doesn't eat..she dress very well with me...she's more than a pretty face..much much more...as she's quite an intelligent fellow.. and has a sense of adventure.. and she try to make me jealous..by talking to other guys purposely infront of me while I am having a conversation with other girls.. It's just funny..she doesn't know this blog exist..and I hope she doesn't..and she doesn't know if it's her I am talking about ..

Perhaps I am getting older now..and I do find the need to be quite selective in woman..and definitely someone who's more than just a pretty face..yeps a pretty face is a necessity..but other qualities too..

I notice 2 woman at work trying to be nice to me and stuffs..and try to touch me and all..but I am just not interested in them..maybe because...

I just can't stop thinking of Wonder-lady..this is such a corny name..but she makes me wonder alot...and I want to think of her the whole night long...

Fauzie
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10:43 PM

It's always funny to keep bumping someone like a total of 5 times now...and at the most random timings and places..and each time we bumped on each other, we notice several changes between one another and also I will always think that it might be the last time we bumped into each other...wth..yeps bumped into Shi Jia again today..it's so funny as we sat across the train and we were conversing with another from a distance and people were looking at us like one kind..but people like me...wouldn't care much..ya..and she got a cute friend with her around...kinda forgot her name but it means "round round"..

Fauzie
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7:07 AM

Friday, December 11, 2009

Shopgirl is a sucky show.. It's just not right..I mean that's now how it works in reality..anyways..yeps!

Fauzie
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12:14 AM

Monday, December 07, 2009

I am missing somebody very much..and the wonderful thing is that..I feel so great about it...and she prolly doesn't know..but it's a wonderful feeling... I wanna run with her..and I am feeling with so much positive thoughts thinking of her.... and I'll write a song or a poetry of her... Well, perhaps this wasn't like a natural thing where two souls just meet up but I think she might be worthy of my effort.. and I won't play hard to get too much this time..and I won't be disappointed if ever in this life I'll never get to be with her..coz she gives me beautiful feelings...

Fauzie
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9:39 PM

Guess, I gotta right down some negativity to release it somehow. Really, I am trying my best to forget her..Funny how it doesn't take time to like someone but it's so difficult to forget someone. Each time I woke up from my sleep, she will came appearing in my mind and I'd think of the wrong things I did that stops triggering her attraction buttons...perhaps I am not falling for her but perhaps my feelings are just a bit. The thought that haunts me is the failure to be able to attract a potential partner.

I was weak, submissive and insecure at one time or another words, I was being a wimp, a blardy wuss. Its crap. It's the biggest mistake of my life and I have to wake up every morning feeling crap about it. I got to move on now. I'll prolly won't contact her for the next 2 months and prolly by then I'll forget her totally and start meeting someone else new.

Fauzie
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6:54 AM

Saturday, December 05, 2009

I do wonder why each time I woke up, the thought haunts me. Feelings can be one worse weakness. It does kill me abit and makes me hate to sleep or should I say I just don't want to wake up at all.

I enjoy myself alot really. Went out with Kart, Joleen, Kenny and Max. It was cool and then later we watched New Moon. It's an awesome show..reach home about 7am in the morning but I am all happy and satisfied...then suppose to meet up with Yunos for Kayak at 9am then apparently its raining...what the heck!

Fauzie
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8:15 PM

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

"Life is too short to spend it with people who don't appreciate your value or who take advantage of your good nature"

Fauzie
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7:13 AM

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Well, perhaps I am enjoying so much. This week has got lotsa emotions from boredom to happiness to anger to thrill to butterflies. Kinda cool..isn't it..

Anyways yesterday Zac came to jam at my place. It was alrite..just that we are like expecting alot such that it's less fun..and he's playing emotional music...but he's a very good singer.. but i feel honoured to jam with him..and he told me of an incident when...the band at the club stop playing during a break and he just went up and says.."hey I wanna play"..then he looked at their files and just play a song...to the crowd..He has spontaneity which I really admire..A true work of an artist.. Something I personally admire as he has no fear..well I dun do that but perhaps I really should start doing things like this..It's thrilling and its fun as well..

Today had work..and once it was time to go home..suddenly I received a sms from the system saying one of the important equipment was faulty and I have to go back to Bio and try to fix it all by myself..but I am glad..it's all alrite now...and I will be like 50 bucks richer exclusive of the Standby money which I'll be getting. It's cool..life's good..

Fauzie
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10:34 PM

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Well, I decided to hide the recent post abit...coz i type 'fauzo' at google and it came out..so shyikes!

Fauzie
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7:34 PM